Misfire

Shall I shoot,
Or shouldn't I,
I'm being paid enough to last a lifetime,
But also the guilt of taking a life,
A baggage too heavy to carry,
But right now I am penniless,
But if I shoot,
Two children three and eight lose a  father 
A young wife a husband,
Who did nothing wrong,
But yet my dreams,
A life of little to a bungalow of my own,
Ten limousines and other fancy cars and bikes,
But yet and again their dreams,
A good education and a bright career ahead,
His innocence should not be punished,
No I drop my gun,
A life taken,
Who am I to take it?

Gift

Gift
I entered the store,
Asking for a teddy,
Pink! she would never like them,
No fluorescent ones,
I entered a book store,
Thrillers and romances,
Never,
Chinese fantasy,
One was there,
But too old,
Not for a gift I thought,
Nevertheless I went out,
She didn't like gadgets at all,
Very choosy,
Wait I remembered what she wanted,
My feelings is all she wanted,
A touch of my heart,
Same thing from the bottom of my heart,
She wanted,
A poem is all she wanted,
No teddy no book nothing would convey my feelings like that,
She is the best woman in the world my Miranda,
You is she,
You.